I feel like the sky has been an incredibly accurate reflection of my mood today. It was grey. I’m not sure what has gotten my mood so depressed, but I certainly know that I don’t like the way that it feels one bit.
I think that part of the cause may be that I have been contemplating what the next adventure in my life is going to look like. Right now I feel like I am staring at a brand new container of never used play dough. There is so much possibility about what I can make, but right now all I feel like I am doing with my life is watching the play dough dry up and become wasted.
I have re-registered to go back to university this upcoming January. Reading through the course catalog has been an exciting experience, but a bit overwhelming at the same time. I have had a challenging experience with university in the respect that I have never learned how to study. Opening a textbook was never a skill that was required of me during my high school career. It is exciting to think that the possibility of me completing my undergraduate degree is something that could be accomplished with a bit of time and effort.
I don’t know what the next step in my adventure is, but I hope that it involves way more sunshine. Don’t forget to check out my vlog post and remember to subscribe to see where this crazy adventure ends up going and if you have connections please make the sun shine on my day tomorrow because that would be a really special touch!